this is it.

it's been a good eight months.  and i really have to say that enjoyed the ride.  

just want to thank all the people who dropped by my blog.  it has been a wonderful journey going through my ups and my downs with you all.  i'm glad that somehow, you got to relate to my experiences and hardships.

unfortunately, things have to change.  and like the others, i am saying goodbye.

i'll cherish each memory.  my sincere thanks.

signed,

-the girl behind twistedmind-

i feel sad today.  not mad, just sad.  but i know i have to be mature about it and take it all in.   i wish somebody would just hug and comfort me.

earlier, when i turned by back around, i realize this was it.  i was really walking away.  midway through, i stopped... i wanted to run back and say i don't want it to end.  but i gripped on tighter to my bag and continued to walk away.   and that is partly true... for i don't want it to end.  i just want the pain to stop.  if only...

i want to be strong, not for anybody else... but for myself. 

1. i'm supposed to go to tagaytay this morning.  but i overslept --- slept for 10 glorious hours --- would you believe that?  :)  i just love weekends.

2. i didn't get to dream of anything last night.  but maybe i could blame that on not eating yakisoba before i dozed off.  :)  will try again tonight, though.

3.  it's 1pm my time and i haven't had anything yet.  no breakfast, no lunch.  and no, i'm not on a diet.  :)  no food yet on my system yet i'm trying to blog already?

4. woke up to 2 missed calls, and 5 unread messages on my cellphone. :) awww... how nice. my friends thought of me.

5. i have my tv turned on (i'm hoping for lauren ezersky)... my cereal's waiting for me on my bed and hot coco's on my bedside.  :)  what can i say?  it's a fabulous slow sunday.   

hehehe... obviously, i've got nothing blog-worthy today.  but then again, my day only just began. 

menu > messages > text messages > create message

"boO!"  i keyed in the word.

options > send > search > ....... m > select > send

a couple of minutes later, my phone went beep-beep!  one message received, it read.

show > opening message

"heya :)  'sup?"

options > reply > original text >

"oh, nothing much."

option> send > ok

two minutes later, my phone rang.  :)  hearing from friends is nice.  really nice.

i've been online for a good thirty minutes: logged in at YM, checking my email, checking my blog and well... uploading pictures here and then.  thirty minutes and i still have to receive an instant message from the people in my list.  it's then when i realize that even though my status says i am online, i appear online to only 2 contacts, offline to 73 and i am offline to everyone else.  and as if on a cue, my friend b goes online.